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I better not say I go back, because then I do not return. But yes, here I am.
Many things to say, no real ability to write, no talent to remember, out of breath to create, without security of land that is depressed.

I have a long list of post from my trip (because I made a trip) not in picture postcards, but memories, I think I will go gradually reeled.

But now I came back to blog because I had to write this:

My brother asked me a story about Juarez, (far away, so close) and as I am basically ignorant on the subject, I began to surf the net. Place in Juarez Google takes you to a black hole that does not contain much more than words, the same portrait of Juárez everyone knows, our little worthy letter to Mexican society and across the seas: the dead. Yes, because now say "the dead" refers to anyone what the Poquianchis and Jorge Ibargüengoitia, but everything goes straight to Juarez. Then I started looking for blogs to Juarez to see brought into the head coil. For more of the same, I had to move something like seven or eight pages google to find a blog that did not have the same description as the hands of the crimes. in fact, juarez crimes are now a commonplace, which is even more outrageous, because I think that talking about snuff videos, women thin and long cabelllo brunettes, Egyptian and his thugs, does nothing, we can only nothing. Nobody tells us anything new, rather than the violence itself: women are still dying, and why girls never say, because we go to seek shelter in the genre, many people in Juarez dies in a violent and their crimes remain unresolved, and we will not appose or sex, or age, are people and that is the sad news, no new business as usual.

But what was that all blogs, all the people who write about Juárez is limited to the sum already widely known, no one looks for reasons, nobody says anything moderately deep and intelligent, no real and practical solutions proposed. Not me who do not, and as my original intention was to search for blogs about real people who live in Juarez, their day to day, as fun as working, they worry, they like, etc.. since the matter was becoming complicated, but ah, I remembered I had a guy who is not properly of Juarez but live there for quite some time you have a blog and as I looked, I found some more that I quite like: a blog Juarez finally, that not only is dead. The blog is of a girl called Elpidia Garcia, and I think it is a good place to start to really see everything that can be Ciudad Juárez:
http://maquilasquematan.blogspot.com/2006/12/un -Seville-the-founder-of-ciudad.html

also found a post by a guy who I think it's cartoonist, who made a trip to Juarez in which he also demystifies a little and see the city with new eyes, but realistic :

http://monorama.blogspot.com/2006/09/ciudad-jurez-25-polaroids-perdn-por.html

also found another, which puzzled me, well no, rather I am unworthy I went what Juárez (of that I will not let link) was a kind, English, I think, that after shelling the old song for the umpteenth time (in cd. juarez, since 1993 approximately 460 women have died ...) at the end says:

"Note: If this city is your first contact with Mexico, do not think that all of Mexico is. There are wonderful places that have nothing to do with what you find in this city."

I feel like a German to you still complain .... what Hitler did